Spiritual Experiences; I have personally spoken to Yahshua (Christ), Azazel (Satan), and Yahova (God).

11/10/2007; last night when I went to go to bed I knew that something was present and had something to resolve. while I was laying there I kept seeing a morphing entity... that was morphing into all sorts of things imaginable. while it was doing all that morphing I started to focus my intent to control it, to break down all it's morphs. When I did that it focused its morph into an ugly being... But I said I did not believe that it was ugly. I reasoned if God created it surely it was beautiful at least in design. So then I saw the being it was beautiful and very powerful. I saw that it had wings, and the features similar to a man... but totally different in expression of illumination. As if the being was a being of light in some way. It felt as if I was being coxed into asking it for power. But I said I would never ask a spirit for power. I would only ask God for power. But I was willing to ask the spirit for virtue. All of a sudden I no longer saw the spirit but now my mouth and thoughts were being controlled by God. I actually had a conversation with God. ..........I had never been directly spoken to by God before. Previously I had only a few words exchange with Yahshua (Christ) while there were two spirits one to each of his sides I layed before him and touched his foot; he said "What do you want Mars?; I said I want the power to heal. He replied; "I have already given you so much, what are you doing with it?"; Then I woke up and realize that I could already heal just about everything from what I had already been given., and once I had a few expressions exchanged with Azazel (Satan) something about how powerful he was, and that I didn't care because he would loose in the end. I also have a recurring expression to Satan and the Demons; that I believe it would be virtuous to die in virtue rather than to live forever in evil. That if they change there ways to virtue even if they were still to die it would be more noble to die this way than die as an evil doer. ..........I think we first started talking about how humility was the highest virtue. And that I figured out that God was humble. Because I believe that being subtle can at least be associated with being humble. God beats our heart and yet does not force us to even recognize him for this. Or even thank him for all that he continually does. Than we went on about power. That being subtle is a key to real power. I was asking God how my life can represent to him gain as if to give him something. But he kept explaining that I could not give him anything because it was out of his own hand that my life exists. It is through his will that things are able to be and happen. We also had a discussion on the notion that I am one with him but I am in mystery of knowledge... and that contrary wise he is all knowing. This is said to some how give us life. And it is associated with our ability to will, which is God's will (for us to will); To partake in the ability to create and direct power. Some how our unique expression of his power can only happen in mystery. And that God has mystery in our expression. I guess I got tired and could not think of anything more intelligent to ask him. We both understood that he would be here always... and there is no rush on the matter of thinking of what to say... and also that his power will always be available. O, and... he said it was his will that I will into being my own desires with his power. "and let it be virtuous if you wish"; So I said; It is my will that humans spread out their habitation into the entire universe, and that they bring with them all expressions of virtue and beauty and that they continue to evolve those things and use their unique powers synergistically together with all other life. So he said; "than may it be".